Aye, it's a big one....

So, shortly and quickly approaches my big 30th (ahem... I mean, my big 25th) birthday...

I go back and forth between wanting to celebrate it, and hiding away in dread of it. I completely appreciate that I have made it to thirty in good health and happiness, that I have an amazing husband and wonderful life with him, and that I have pretty much done everything I have set out to do so far in my life.

It's just that there is something so damn depressing about leaving my twenties behind. I think this is probably very normal, but knowing that doesn't make things any better. However, I do realize that these big events are going to occur whether I want them to or not and so I am working on just getting over it. :-I

So, the question now is to celebrate or not? At first I said no, but I am thinking a little differently now that its getting closer. I really wanted to go to the Caribbean over my birthday but it turns out that is hurricane season. As far as I know, the plan is to go maybe in October or November.

I am thinking now of getting a cabin in Pa for that weekend and having a party there for whoever can come, and spend the weekend hiking and canoeing like the good old days. So, at this point that is the plan. I havent contacted the cabins yet, so hopefully one will be free.

I will let people know as soon as I get things a little more put together.